Meme!

I haven't done a meme in so loooong!

I really am useless. I was trying to write, something I'm finding so difficult at the moment, and then I realised I hadn't done this meme nupmetal gave me ages ago. So here I am, being a lazybum and doing this meme instead! There is a sort of theme I tried ~so hard  to avoid but I couldn't help it and got sucked into a certain file on my laptop .-.

Anyway, the colour I was given is blue and the idea is:

* Comment and I'l give you a colour
* Post ten things you like of that colour

And so, here are ten blue things I rather like :D

( feeling blue? )

;____;

One day I will be thin(ner). And maybe beautiful. I just looked in the mirror, like really looked in the mirror, and... yeah. No make-up, no clothes. I've been fine with my body for so long and suddenly all I see is a fat, ugly girl who really really doesn't look very happy. Maybe the reason I've been feeling sort of okay about myself is because I haven't really allowed myself to look at myself properly. It's such a disgustingly unattractive sight.

I need to change. Again.

.-.

Damn it. Just feeling so fucking blue.